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27 June 2007 @ 01:29 am

So, everything is still a bit of a blur at the moment thanks to the pain killers..

 Yesterday, Anne* who i work with and who also works with my mum came round. She had text my mum when she found out i'd been in hospital asking if there was anything we needed. I think she's from Budapest - and i'm telling you she is truly one of the nicest most kind people you will ever meet - she is so genuine. And she gets excitied about everything and cries about everything. She picked up my iron tablets from the hospital (as i am anemic already but only slightly, but because of the blood loss i suffered and still am suffering i need to take them). And then she went to the shop and bought me some bananas (because she heard that my postasium level was low when i was in hospital) and some Senna in case i had trouble going to the loo because of the iron tablets. She is such a sweetheart. She stayed and chatted for a while.

 I spent most of the evening online (nothing different there lol) and chatted to Thomas* on facebook. I was cast in an amateur dramatics production of The Importance Of Being Earnest by Oscar Wilde last year but i had to pull out because of my first big TV Job. Thomas was playing Jack (I was cast as Cecily for the record lol). Anyway, he's doing a production with my old am dram group (different to the group we were in together) so we caught up which was nice and i admit i have a bit of a crush on him. I did when we were doing the play, but the more i talk to him the more i like him. I feel a bit guilty for feeling that way after what's just happened but i guess you can't help these things.

 I text Rich, saying "thanks for asking me how i am, nice to know you care. I never thought you could hurt me like this." He text back saying i needed to cut him some slack, he had a lot going on, he is hurting too and he has no signal....(and he was able to text me back how then?) Apparently my mum text him telling him to get a grip, but i know she only did it because she was upset for me. I didn't think Rich and I were going to speak again but he text me tonight apologizing for the text last night, saying he has a lot going on and his family (apart from his sister) don't know so he can't talk about it. I text back saying i don't want to argue with him especially at the moment but we will talk properly when he gets back.

 I'm still in a bit of pain, and had some nasty waves of sickness and stomach upset.

 Anna and her mum came round to see me and my mum tonight. My God they have both been so supportive. Anna has text me everyday and even offered to come and visit me at the hospital (as did Beth). And Anna's mum was on the phone to my mum when i was in theatre. They got me some flowers which were beautiful and a card. It's great to see who your real friends are.

 Also had a bit of a cry this evening, i was waiting for it to happen. It's all starting to really hit me now, plus my hormones are all over the place - i needed a good cry. So i did and had a good old chat with my mum.

 Still no word on the American show - i am hoping and praying it's a yes, not only is a great oppurtunity, but it would give me the motivation to get better and would give me a focus which i really feel i need at the moment.
Current Location: at home
Current Mood: okayokay
Current Music: the burden - dropkick murphys
sweet_machete on June 27th, 2007 01:53 am (UTC)
The Importance Of Being Earnest!!!! i love that movie!!!!! sucks you couldnt be in the play! :(
Miaaboleyn on June 27th, 2007 04:56 pm (UTC)
it's a great play! luckily i got to play Cecily the year before tho so it's all good!